A blurb about the masonic Invisible College for the interested

I want to talk to you for a second about spiritual emergencies.   For three years, I attended an interfaith seminary which specialized in manufacturing spiritual emergencies, or crises of faith and identity, in those who enrolled. During my time there, I discovered many, many victims of a social engineering machine much older than the internet. I also experienced this type of abuse firsthand, before and after discovering a variety of hoaxes and misleading herrings often used by people all working together, to mask their collective manipulations, to create a transformational crisis disguised as divine intervention.  Creating the feeling that the living internet or matrix reads your mind or knows your sins is just one collective illusion spiritual homeopaths use, to create a fear in victims that their minds are being read by machines, or by other people-- unreasonable fear created by concerted illusions. They do this by polluting any spiritual tradition that exists, polluting real religion with their false performance of religion, so that their lie of omniscience resembles the presence of God. These are gurus, shamans, homeopaths of every stripe, which sell their products on "overcoming trauma" ... which they sell to people who have been traumatized by their colleagues in the same social machine. Spiritual emergencies are staged by people lost in fantasy worlds, where they are angelic or demonic because they do good or bad things-- people who have lost connection with their humanity, and use fantasy to mask their own pain, their rage against the social machine they have become.  Previous generations understood destroying lives, in the name of their god, as a "healing crisis" or healing emergency. The collective practice was popular among "alchemists," who practiced a type of relative gnosticism, a theater of religious practice to produce episodes of meltdown and dismay now called "ego death." These alchemists used the semi-scientific language of alchemy to mask psychological theory and religious intentions--transformations of the soul accomplished by men and women pretending to be witches and wizards and priests and shamans and angels and demons--all the world is their stage, they say, using false magic (stage magic) and collective deception to trick people into believing that God Himself is intervening in their lives with new directions: obey Us.  Historically this culture of abuse has been a major part of Freemasonry, and parallel groups like the Rosicrusians, groups where members may hold dual memberships, to attract and engage the general public --aka "The Invisible College" in which all religious belief in god is inaccurate (incomplete), and therefore equally valid sources of explotation and manipulation. For people engaged in these inner-circle activies, any religious belief may be exploited to create the illusion that God--rather than an illusionist working with other illusionists-- is pressuring them to become a new creature... even if that means (to them) accepting your worst traits as immutable and totally acceptable parts of your psychology. Sometimes in contemporary circles this is called shadow work, or making peace with your darkness. It is the modern practice of selling your soul. It produces people who are comfortable being monstrous in their behaviors, people who are resigned to and friendly with their own evil behavior as a necessary expression of their own nature. "I am that I am."  These self-identifying "secret satans" and hidden angels nominate themselves to be agents of change and chaos in the lives of their victims, victims who don't understand why they were "chosen" for long-term harassment and long-term collective manipulation, masked as the will of God. The collective goal is to force victims to change their ways by any means necessary, and hopefully convert them into community participants. Over time, this has created a hivemind or hive identity masked by different labels and subgroups with their own ideological focus: environmentalism, social justice, psychology of consciousness, interfaith praxis, even traditional religious values. Many different labels unite around this traditional (but evil) practice of spiritual alchemy.  Today this type of soul alchemy is practiced also as interfaith or transpersonal spiritual direction: trans-personal because it is their belief that any person may be trans-formed or trans-muted by the pressures of sociopathic manipulation. It is the art of forcing people to change their behaviors, in imitation of changing their nature, without taking responsibility for your own agency and the agency of your cohort.  Documented cases of spiritual emergency have produced suicides, large acts of public violence, broken families, broken marriages, and sustained delusional mental illness sometimes rebranded as "mystical psychosis" by those who want to justify this type of religious practic…